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Name: Lily
Country: United States
State: Ohio
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Interests: I like to draw, and I hope to become a manga-ka one day... so, wish me luck! you will, right???? -_- anyways, i draw a lot, and I also like to write long stories... I won the Reflections contest in my school...I am paranoid, and very wierd... You'd usually find me: reading, drawing, in track practice, practicing piano or my drums, writing, sleeping, eating, going to school (ugh), staying up really late (like until five in the morning), practicing kendo, hitting some boy i hate, listening to music, sleeping in(me thinks i already said that...), BLOGGING!, and finally, just chatting or hanging out with my family and (annoying yet lovable) friends..... ^_^ I LOVE FINAL FANTASY VII: ADVENT CHILDREN!!!! CLOUD!!!! *huggles* CHICHIRI!!!! *huggles harder* Also a chi manipulator, and a soul ripper. If you don't know what that is, then visit Akane's site. www.xanga.com/soulssensei
Expertise: Drawing and writing
Occupation: Artist


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Tuesday, June 19, 2007

<form action='http://www.kwiz.biz/simplesurveys/do-survey.php' method='post' target='_new'><table border=1 bordercolor=#efefef cellspacing=0><tr><td valign=top align=center colspan=2><b><i>    BASICS</i></b><input type='hidden' name='question1' value='++++BASICS'><input type='hidden' name='type1' value='2'></td></tr><tr><td valign=top align=right>Name - </td><td align=left><b>LILY!!!! I'm a flowah</b><input type='hidden' name='question2' value='Name+-+'><input type='hidden' name='type2' value='1'></td></tr><tr><td valign=top align=right>Birthday - </td><td align=left><b>Later in the year</b><input type='hidden' name='question3' value='Birthday+-+'><input type='hidden' name='type3' value='1'></td></tr><tr><td valign=top align=right>Hair color - </td><td align=left><b>Brown, black, with streaks of red in the summers</b><input type='hidden' name='question4' value='Hair+color+-+'><input type='hidden' name='type4' value='1'></td></tr><tr><td valign=top align=right>Eye color - </td><td align=left><b>Chestnut  Oh how I love synonyms... xD</b><input type='hidden' name='question5' value='Eye+color+-+'><input type='hidden' name='type5' value='1'></td></tr><tr><td valign=top align=right>Height - </td><td align=left><b>Tall enought to scare people... You don't wanna know.</b><input type='hidden' name='question6' value='Height+-+'><input type='hidden' name='type6' value='1'></td></tr><tr><td valign=top align=center colspan=2><b><i>    FAVORITES</i></b><input type='hidden' name='question7' value='++++FAVORITES'><input type='hidden' name='type7' value='2'></td></tr><tr><td valign=top align=right>Food - </td><td align=left><b>Sweets that aren't too rich.</b><input type='hidden' name='question8' value='Food+-+'><input type='hidden' name='type8' value='1'></td></tr><tr><td valign=top align=right>Store - </td><td align=left><b>BOOKSTORE.</b><input type='hidden' name='question9' value='Store+-+'><input type='hidden' name='type9' value='1'></td></tr><tr><td valign=top align=right>Candy - </td><td align=left><b>Chocolate.... *winks*</b><input type='hidden' name='question10' value='Candy+-+'><input type='hidden' name='type10' value='1'></td></tr><tr><td valign=top align=right>Drink - </td><td align=left><b>Milk  I love my milk.  Whole and white. Yuuuuumm...</b><input type='hidden' name='question11' value='Drink+-+'><input type='hidden' name='type11' value='1'></td></tr><tr><td valign=top align=right>Animal - </td><td align=left><b>Doggie!  I miss my 5 dogs... TT-TT</b><input type='hidden' name='question12' value='Animal+-+'><input type='hidden' name='type12' value='1'></td></tr><tr><td valign=top align=right>Color - </td><td align=left><b>Black or white.  I've always looked good in those.</b><input type='hidden' name='question13' value='Color+-+'><input type='hidden' name='type13' value='1'></td></tr><tr><td valign=top align=right>Sport - </td><td align=left><b>Track (discus mainly), paintballing, other things.</b><input type='hidden' name='question14' value='Sport+-+'><input type='hidden' name='type14' value='1'></td></tr><tr><td valign=top align=right>Singer/Band - </td><td align=left><b>Uuuuuh... Well... I'm listening to NIN right now... does that work? x.x</b><input type='hidden' name='question15' value='Singer%2FBand+-+'><input type='hidden' name='type15' value='1'></td></tr><tr><td valign=top align=right>Scent - </td><td align=left><b>Tangerines... Love the zing to it. xD</b><input type='hidden' name='question16' value='Scent+-+'><input type='hidden' name='type16' value='1'></td></tr><tr><td valign=top align=right>Movie - </td><td align=left><b>Uuuuh... Well, recently, I've liked The Fountain, or maybe Blood Diamond</b><input type='hidden' name='question17' value='Movie+-+'><input type='hidden' name='type17' value='1'></td></tr><tr><td valign=top align=center colspan=2><b><i>    --- OR ---</i></b><input type='hidden' name='question18' value='++++---+OR+---'><input type='hidden' name='type18' value='2'></td></tr><tr><td valign=top align=right>Black or White</td><td align=left><b>Hrmm.. I like them both.... Black I guess... I'm so depressed... x_x</b><input type='hidden' name='question19' value='Black+or+White'><input type='hidden' name='type19' value='1'></td></tr><tr><td valign=top align=right>Cell phone or Computer</td><td align=left><b>COMPUTER.... So much easier to communicate for free if you know the right hackers... >.></b><input type='hidden' name='question20' value='Cell+phone+or+Computer'><input type='hidden' name='type20' value='1'></td></tr><tr><td valign=top align=right>Blue ink or Black ink</td><td align=left><b>Graphite please</b><input type='hidden' name='question21' value='Blue+ink+or+Black+ink'><input type='hidden' name='type21' value='1'></td></tr><tr><td valign=top align=right>Cat or Dog</td><td align=left><b>Dog! *sniffs * Toby!</b><input type='hidden' name='question22' value='Cat+or+Dog'><input type='hidden' name='type22' value='1'></td></tr><tr><td valign=top align=right>Pepsi or Coke</td><td align=left><b>Eeeh... Not a big fan of pop, but I'll drink it if I have to... No real preferences</b><input type='hidden' name='question23' value='Pepsi+or+Coke'><input type='hidden' name='type23' value='1'></td></tr><tr><td valign=top align=right>McDonalds or BK</td><td align=left><b>Uh.. neither really..... Not that big of a fast food fan, though I'd have to say BK... Grr, McDonald's... And spell it correctly!</b><input type='hidden' name='question24' value='McDonalds+or+BK'><input type='hidden' name='type24' value='1'></td></tr><tr><td valign=top align=right>A&F or Hollister</td><td align=left><b>EEEEEEEEEEEEEWWWWWW.</b><input type='hidden' name='question25' value='A%26F+or+Hollister'><input type='hidden' name='type25' value='1'></td></tr><tr><td valign=top align=center colspan=2><b><i>    DO YOU HAVE & WHAT/WHO IS IT</i></b><input type='hidden' name='question26' value='++++DO+YOU+HAVE+%26+WHAT%2FWHO+IS+IT'><input type='hidden' name='type26' value='2'></td></tr><tr><td valign=top align=right>Tattoos - </td><td align=left><b>None, and shall never have one... Too painful, and what if I hate it later?</b><input type='hidden' name='question27' value='Tattoos+-+'><input type='hidden' name='type27' value='1'></td></tr><tr><td valign=top align=right>Piercings - </td><td align=left><b>Ears... Don't plan for anywhere else, and I rarely where earrings...</b><input type='hidden' name='question28' value='Piercings+-+'><input type='hidden' name='type28' value='1'></td></tr><tr><td valign=top align=right>A cell phone - </td><td align=left><b>No, but I think my parents are getting me one soon.</b><input type='hidden' name='question29' value='A+cell+phone+-+'><input type='hidden' name='type29' value='1'></td></tr><tr><td valign=top align=right>A job - </td><td align=left><b>Yep... 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Notice I want to go many places?</b><input type='hidden' name='question38' value='Been+to+Italy+-+'><input type='hidden' name='type38' value='1'></td></tr><tr><td valign=top align=right>Been to Germany - </td><td align=left><b>No, but I'd like to... Aspiring to learn the language later as well!</b><input type='hidden' name='question39' value='Been+to+Germany+-+'><input type='hidden' name='type39' value='1'></td></tr><tr><td valign=top align=right>Been to Florida - </td><td align=left><b>Yep, many, many times.</b><input type='hidden' name='question40' value='Been+to+Florida+-+'><input type='hidden' name='type40' value='1'></td></tr><tr><td valign=top align=right>Eaten sushi - </td><td align=left><b>Yuuuuuuuuuuuuum......</b><input type='hidden' name='question41' value='Eaten+sushi+-+'><input type='hidden' name='type41' value='1'></td></tr><tr><td valign=top align=right>Been in an Accident - </td><td align=left><b>No.</b><input type='hidden' name='question42' value='Been+in+an+Accident+-+'><input type='hidden' name='type42' value='1'></td></tr><tr><td valign=top align=right>Cheated on your B/f or G/f - </td><td align=left><b>Nope, never will.  That's just stupid.</b><input type='hidden' name='question43' value='Cheated+on+your+B%2Ff+or+G%2Ff+-+'><input type='hidden' name='type43' value='1'></td></tr><tr><td valign=top align=center colspan=2><b><i>    OPPOSITE SEX</i></b><input type='hidden' name='question44' value='++++OPPOSITE+SEX'><input type='hidden' name='type44' value='2'></td></tr><tr><td valign=top align=right>Hair color - </td><td align=left><b>First, may I ask if that means our dream lover....? If that's the case... *coughs * Uh.. Light blonde brown hair.. Sandy.. There we go, sandy</b><input type='hidden' name='question45' value='Hair+color+-+'><input type='hidden' name='type45' value='1'></td></tr><tr><td valign=top align=right>Eye color - </td><td align=left><b>Ice blue.. Ones I could stare into and be able to tell their emotions.</b><input type='hidden' name='question46' value='Eye+color+-+'><input type='hidden' name='type46' value='1'></td></tr><tr><td valign=top align=right>Height - </td><td align=left><b>As tall as me... (Although Marc is about an inch shorter... >.< xD)</b><input type='hidden' name='question47' value='Height+-+'><input type='hidden' name='type47' value='1'></td></tr><tr><td valign=top align=right>Preppy/Punk/Etc. - </td><td align=left><b>Urm.. New Age Geek?</b><input type='hidden' name='question48' value='Preppy%2FPunk%2FEtc.+-+'><input type='hidden' name='type48' value='1'></td></tr><tr><td valign=top align=right>Weakness - </td><td align=left><b>Uuuuuuuh.... I don't know... Don't you want your lover to not have weaknesses... Uuuh... me?</b><input type='hidden' name='question49' value='Weakness+-+'><input type='hidden' name='type49' value='1'></td></tr><tr><td valign=top align=right>Short/Long hair - </td><td align=left><b>Uuuuh.  Marc's looks short, but it's actually long... This is a trick question!</b><input type='hidden' name='question50' value='Short%2FLong+hair+-+'><input type='hidden' name='type50' value='1'></td></tr><tr><td valign=top align=center colspan=2><b><i>    DREAM</i></b><input type='hidden' name='question51' value='++++DREAM'><input type='hidden' name='type51' value='2'></td></tr><tr><td valign=top align=right>Car - </td><td align=left><b>Porche</b><input type='hidden' name='question52' value='Car+-+'><input type='hidden' name='type52' value='1'></td></tr><tr><td valign=top align=right>Job - </td><td align=left><b>Freelance writer that travels where and when I want... Hehe, big dreams, big dreams.</b><input type='hidden' name='question53' value='Job+-+'><input type='hidden' name='type53' value='1'></td></tr><tr><td valign=top align=right>Husband/Wife - </td><td align=left><b>...... Need I say.....?..... *averts eyes and coughs *</b><input type='hidden' name='question54' value='Husband%2FWife+-+'><input type='hidden' name='type54' value='1'></td></tr><tr><td valign=top align=center colspan=2><b><i>    OTHER</i></b><input type='hidden' name='question55' value='++++OTHER'><input type='hidden' name='type55' value='2'></td></tr><tr><td valign=top align=right>Worst Fear - </td><td align=left><b>Thunder... I so want to get over that..... </b><input type='hidden' name='question56' value='Worst+Fear+-+'><input type='hidden' name='type56' value='1'></td></tr><tr><td valign=top align=right>Best Friend - </td><td align=left><b>I can't name just one... Probably trust KK-chan and Gina-chan the most.... Of course, Marc is my best friend as well as my boyfriend... :P  Patrick and Holly, and Jason Denney  as well. ^^  All of my close friends!</b><input type='hidden' name='question57' value='Best+Friend+-+'><input type='hidden' name='type57' value='1'></td></tr><tr><td colspan=2 align=center><input type='submit' value='Take This Survey'><BR><a href='http://www.kwiz.biz/simplesurveys/create-survey.php'>CREATE YOUR OWN!</a> - or - <a href='http://www.kwiz.biz/simplesurveys/paid-surveys.php'>GET PAID TO TAKE SURVEYS!</a></td></tr></form></table>


Monday, April 16, 2007

I'm BAAAAACK!!!!

Wow, has it been a long time or what?  Well, I must apologize first for how long it's been.  I'm going to use this post to start introducing what I feel is going to be a HUGE project on my part, and will incorporate a lot of my time.  I'll probably really get rolling with it in the summer.  It's a story, that's all I have to say, and I'll be working on it for a long time, so I ask that everyone sit back and wait for me to intro.  It's going to be different, and if I get my desired results, it's going to probably shock you by the end (although the ending will be a long time from now).  I truly have no idea how this will work, but just wait for the first post.  It'll be long, and I truly have no idea how the general public will respond, as I guess that my thinking style is completely different than most.  Actually, it's completely bizarre to others. xD oh well, I'll see you guys in the next post, I"m glad to be back.  School's just been so tiring lately, and life just officially sucked for a part of time.  But I'm back, and better than before... I hope.

Lily


Saturday, January 20, 2007

Poems, w-h00t! ^0^

Yep, as my title states, more poems! But! I've got good news! ^^ *drumroll* I've been published! Three times! *squeals* Yep, three of my poems are to be published in three different books (compilations)!!!!!!!!! *screams* I'm so happy! This is my dream, merely to be published! I don't care if I don't get paid. I'm published! I can now call myself a poet.. Although I don't like one of the three, the deem to be worthy to be printed into three different books. I've also been offered to be a member of the International Society of Poets. Life's been great since, midterms are over, and I'm pretty sure I aced Western Civ. which I was spazzing about. I've got a really sweet and honest boyfriend, and all's well. Metaphysics club will open up officially soon, and I've got the Chinese New Year to look forward to! ^.^ I'll post more later on when I have the time to. Otherwise, here are the winning poems!

Nightmare

Dreams take flight,
allowing wonder-filled gazes
to find and grasp light,
at the end of torturous mazes.

Yet, my body denies it;
the love and tenderness,
delight, and fulfillment
of such simple-mindedness.

Instead, night creeps in,
on padded feet and bated breath.
To do away with my haven,
and replace it with death.

Lily Nguyen

 

Storm

Swirling thoughts, ever-changing,
a maelstrom of unwanted ideas.
Worry, angst, doubt and insecurites.
A mad rush, hailing down upon my
heart and soul.
How can we ever be so sure?

Unknown and dark, we stumble
over words and actions to perceive
the storm of emotions.
Darkness and never-ending fog within our own minds.

Voices of clarity, suddenly without caution,
sing in my mind a conclusion of certainty.
Let us stumble, let me crawl,
for upon your sight, I will walk tall.

Something not known, allow it to unfurl
tentative petals to warm sunlight.

Lily Nguyen

 

Well, that was two of them, since I can't find "Steam" which was the third one.... Frick... Anyways, you guys have a good day, and I'm still pestering Akane to post, although she's been really depressed, and won't tell me why. It's killing me..... >.<

Chichiri

Lily-chan

Nakachiri


Wednesday, December 06, 2006

Poems... bah...

GOMEN!!!! *bows profusively* Eh... I've been so busy with school, friends, clubs, work, practice, and a new boyfriend to ever post... *bows again* I'm sorry! Once I get some more time, I have a lot to rant about... Meh.. No time now.. But I have been working on some poems, and I guess I'll just post them... meh, bash them, love them, do what you want. I'll just laugh.. (been in a depressing mood lately..)

 

Pulse
 
Heartbeat
My mind's on only you,
feel my hands
on your body and soul.
 
Lips lightly glide
across the others,
allowing sweet droplets,
to enter.
 
Soft murmers against my ear,
of reassuring words,
I need not hear.
 
Your smell, the intoxicating fragrance,
that sparks me.
Let me breath it in,
and consume me.
 
A touch, the gentle glide
of your lips and hands
across silken skin.
Quiver in emotions and want.
 
That taste of purity,
the silken tongue,
and judicious lips,
light me.
 
And yet others tell me:
It's never sure.
But.
I never listen.
 
Sound of your heartbeat,
breathing, one with mine.
Brings what we long,
of peace and joy.
 
And the deceiving sun,
rises upon us once more.
Open eyes, and sigh.
Am I always alone?
 
 
 
 
Impossible
 
 
Drowning in happiness,
basking in sorrow.
Where's the hand that
reaches down to aid me?
 
The unrequited love
given by another,
wrenches my heart, for I know,
I am doubtful, and distant.
 
Quiet smiles, shining and
soft giggles.
All a mask, that somehow
you, shatter.
 
Silent defenses,
and unscalable walls,
all crumble.
How?
 
A silent, frightening world,
wiped away by a smile and warm arms.
Comforting, yet dicontent.
 
How we wish to love,
without boundaries,
or obstacles.
Impossible.
 
Eh, the first was plain 'erotic' as a fellow online poet told me... meh.. *sheepish* I don't condemn sex, I'm just not having it until I'm married! *sticks out tongue* And Impossible was plain depressing.. Meh.. ^^ I don't care.. Flame, love, indifference... I've been in a writing mood lately.. weird... *waves*
 
Lily-chan
Nakachiri
Chichiri
Nakago
Aya
Miori
Nanba
Wandering Monk
Mizu Suki


Tuesday, October 17, 2006

Fushigi Yugi: The Series

WWWWWWWWWWWHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!

*flies around room* I GOT THE WHOLE FUSHIGI YUGI DVD COLLECTION!!!!! SUZAKU BOX SET, SEIRYU BOX SET, ONI BOX SET, EIKOUDEN BOX SET!!!!!! *GLOMPS EVERYONE* Well............. =^^=

I finished watching the Oni and Eikouden Series... And now I ABSOLUTELY WANT TO STAB MAYO SOOOOOO MUCH..... -___-XXX She's soooo annoying... I can't believe I'm saying this, but she's more annoying then Miaka or Yui from the first part.... *stabs* It was sooooo annoying to watch. I was yelling at the TV the whole time...

Well, I didn't go to school today.. I realllllly sick in the early morning. I threw up multiple times before dad confirmed that the chi bracelet I just got was causing it. Apperently, it's throwing off my chi (the bracelet is supposed to help me surpress the tremendous amount that I emit) and it's making me sick because I'm not used to it yet. Anyways, dad said my body should cooperate soon.. I hope so. I DESPISE being sick. *runs off to throw up* See what I mean? Well, I do get Kenjutsu off for the next 2 days, so I'm happy... Aaah... procrastination. I'm going to have an FY fest soon at my house... probably about 24 hours of non-stop FY.... Man.. My friends and I are so obsessed.. ^^ *beams* *runs off to empty her stomach, if you get the drift, na no da* Damn.. I hate this so much.. *shrugs* My chi bracelet looks like the ones off of Alice 19th though... FREY! CHRIS! KYO! *glomps* so that makes up for it.. ^^ Nothing else really. School's fun. Halloween Multi-Cultural-Club Party is coming up... *sighs* I've missed so much of Play... *slumps* I feel guilty.. AAARGH *runs off again* Ok, all for now... I feel like shit... But I'll bounce right back, so JA NE! *flashes victory sign and runs away*

~_-_~_--_~-_-~Lily-chan~-_-~_--_~_-_~

~_-_~_--_~-_-~Chichiri~-_-~_--_~_-_~

~_-_~_--_~-_-~Cloud~-_-~_--_~_-_~

~_-_~_--_~-_-~Hinata~-_-~_--_~_-_~

~_-_~_--_~-_-~Aya~-_-~_--_~_-_~

~_-_~_--_~-_-~Wandering Monk~-_-~_--_~_-_~

~_-_~_--_~-_-~Nanba~-_-~_--_~_-_~

~_-_~_--_~-_-~Mei-Lin~-_-~_--_~_-_~

~_-_~_--_~-_-~Miori~-_-~_--_~_-_~

~_-_~_--_~-_-~Nakago~-_-~_--_~_-_~

~_-_~_--_~-_~Chiri~-_-~_--_~_-_~



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